I think there is more peace in sticking to a thousand-year old belief of the existence of " the great unknown". There is more peace of mind in believing in the great unknown, believing in his free security services offered, from the unseen opposing forces, people have assumed to exist. I have been trying to deny that fact, convincing myself that i came from nowhere and am going nowhere. and have seen my self losing track, i have become more destructive to myself. I have harmed my inner being that a sharp sword would do to a flesh of a living. The great unknown.